this quote says it all.

I need to say this to myself every morning.

It isn't as bad as you sometimes think it is. It all works out. Don't worry. I say that to myself every morning. It all works out in the end. Put your trust in God, and move forward with faith and confidence in the future. The Lord will not forsake us. He will not forsake us. If we will put our trust in Him, if we will pray to Him, if we will live worthy of His blessings, He will hear our prayers.

people I would like to thank for getting me through the hard times these past few months.

the new hair color I will be converting to. sandy sandy blonde.

oh dear.

inspiring words from eat pray love.

In the end, I've come to believe in something I call "The Physics of the Quest." A force in nature governed by laws as real as the laws of gravity. The rule of Quest Physics goes something like this: If you're brave enough to leave behind everything familiar and comforting, which can be anything from your house to bitter, old resentments, and set out on a truth-seeking journey, either externally or internally, and if you are truly willing to regard everything that happens to you on that journey as a clue and if you accept everyone you meet along the way as a teacher and if you are prepared, most of all, to face and forgive some very difficult realities about yourself, then the truth will not be withheld from you.

idol: emma watson

she's classy

she's hot

she has an accent

I'm obsessed with her style

and she's from harry potter

good song.

losing a best friend.

So much has gone on this past year in my life.  I have been through the happy times, sad, angry, frustrated, joyful, basically almost every possible emotion there is.  There is someone I met 16 months ago who ended up making a huge impact on my life.  We actually met at a random dance party in gilbert and just happened to run into each other. We started talking that night, and ever since that point we started talking and hanging out all the time.  I grew to love this person very much and he became my best friend.  We have been through so many emotions and ups and downs together.  From being so incredibly happy, to fighting so much.  It was definitely hard to keep a stable relationship from all the trials that were going on in our lives.  We tried to make it work because we loved each other.  But after we kept trying and trying to be together, it couldn't work.  When I finally came to a realization that this was it, it broke my heart.  I was not only losing the one I loved, but was honestly losing my best friend in the world and it was very hard to know I had just lost him.  Losing a friend is one of the hardest things someone can ever go through.  I know later in life we can somehow create a friendship again, because I don't want to lose him forever, I hope it is just temporary. I learned a lot from this, and I definitely don't regret a single second of it. "Both of us deserve better than staying together because we’re afraid we’ll be destroyed if we don’t" - eat pray love